Judgement

Finally had some energy today.

Loving impromptu stuff. =)

Judgement:
–noun
1.
an act or instance of judging.
2.
the ability to judge, make a decision, or form an opinion objectively, authoritatively, and wisely, esp. in matters affecting action; good sense; discretion: a man of sound judgment.
3.
the demonstration or exercise of such ability or capacity: The major was decorated for the judgment he showed under fire.
4.
the forming of an opinion, estimate, notion, or conclusion, as from circumstances presented to the mind: Our judgment as to the cause of his failure must rest on the evidence.
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(Extracted from www.dictionary.com )

My judgement of things had been poor.
Eyesight blurred by haze.
Foresight overshadowed by hindsight.

3 years back, a bad judgement was passed. History seems to repeat itself, even though it may not be in the same context. Whatever the context, the concept is the same. A wrong judgement leads to a wrong outcome. So is History really useful?

Yeah I'm someone very keen on History, and I think it is definitely useful, however, it depends on how we make use of this vast ocean of knowledge. Many people say, learn from your mistakes, it's easier said than done. Yeah for many things, talk is well... just cheap.

Some times I feel disgusted with myself, but heck. Thou shall not taint thy soul.

Some things are just plain disgusting, and perhaps can't be accepted even by myself. Perhaps this is life. The real deal. The closer you are to something, the less you can see, the further you are, all the answers come flocking to you like vultures to carcasses.

Some times I wonder, what is life really like? Is it like taking a stroll on the beach? Enjoying the breeze and the tan? Or walking aimlessly through the desert, with hungry vultures waiting to swoop down on your corpse once you collapse? Or even, cooing like a baby in the baby cot.

It is definitely not like that of the baby cot. Life is never so innocent and beautiful, perhaps it can be, but things and people around will certainly taint it.

But as to whether you enjoy, hate or dread it, it would have to depend on you. Yourself. Mind over matter they say. Perhaps that is too telekinesis, but with the right mindset and attitude, whatever shit you go through wouldn't seem so shitty after all.

I've rarely posted such entries in quite a bit. Perhaps I've been lost in the abyss for quite some time, losing track of time, space and personality.

Maybe it is time,

time to end this blog. At it's 599th post.