Library

It has been a while since I blogged in the library.

I was having my 2nd breakfast alone at the deck just now.
(As usual, I'm hungry every 2 hours)

I suddenly thought of the old deck. Some of you may not have seen it, but I very much prefer the old deck compared to this new one, though the new one has been around for 1 year already.

It feels much cosier then, the dimmer lighting, despite the lack of seats and the stuffiness. But the old deck feels more homely than this one. I'll miss the times I ate there.

Suddenly, I miss my amkss friends a lot. Okay, maybe at this point in time, I've deterioriated to becoming an ex-class/schoolmate to most of them. I wonder what led to that. Perhaps I was too anti-social then. JC mates seem to be meeting up lesser and lesser as well.

I feel rather deprived.

It's how weird that I'm thinking of such things now, it's almost like flashbacks you get when you're on the deathbed. But nah, I'm not going to do any thing stupid. And even if this is a sign, I will be extra careful when I'm outside.

I'm feeling horrible now. =/