If your laptop d/cs like 30 times in 2 hrs.
Its time to change a new one. LOL

FTW
WTB
WTS

These terms are so familiar...

Reminds me of the days when I was still CRAZY about World of Warcraft....

Quite tempted to play it again.

But i know i will pull down my CAP.
Which I am not going to let it happen again.

=)

Library

It has been a while since I blogged in the library.

I was having my 2nd breakfast alone at the deck just now.
(As usual, I'm hungry every 2 hours)

I suddenly thought of the old deck. Some of you may not have seen it, but I very much prefer the old deck compared to this new one, though the new one has been around for 1 year already.

It feels much cosier then, the dimmer lighting, despite the lack of seats and the stuffiness. But the old deck feels more homely than this one. I'll miss the times I ate there.

Suddenly, I miss my amkss friends a lot. Okay, maybe at this point in time, I've deterioriated to becoming an ex-class/schoolmate to most of them. I wonder what led to that. Perhaps I was too anti-social then. JC mates seem to be meeting up lesser and lesser as well.

I feel rather deprived.

It's how weird that I'm thinking of such things now, it's almost like flashbacks you get when you're on the deathbed. But nah, I'm not going to do any thing stupid. And even if this is a sign, I will be extra careful when I'm outside.

I'm feeling horrible now. =/

It is really bad.
Never undergone such a session before.

=(

Formula 1

My first F1 race.
Never a fan of F1.
But as a guy, I sort of follow a bit. Trying to conform, as usual.

I'm sure many Ferrari fans must be upset, but life's like that.
I'm quite happy Alonso won.
It proves that anything can happen.

Always one of my most important motto.

"Anything can happen... if you believe in it."

Bishan Blk 155

I love the void deck there.
Windy and quiet.
Somewhere where I can relax.
And have some peace of mind.

Tuition there is a chore though.
Ask me if you want to know more.

That colour is so familar.
But yet so far away.

Life is Fragile

People come and go.
There are new lives arriving,
And some old ones depart.
Everyone fears death I'm sure,
But life's like that my dear.
Take it easy, take it slow,
Watch the birds and smell the rose.
Enjoy life the way you want,
For no one knows when one passes.
Live your life with no regrets.

Take care dear.

谢谢妳的零食。
=)

妈妈咪呀.

其实看完这一部电影让我感触良多。

正在赶我的中文 CV 和志愿书。花了好长的时间才写好我的 CV。
要把所有的一切翻译成中文并非一件简单的事。

我也该开始温习了。
拜拜。

张惠妹 - 我要快乐

张惠妹 - 我要快乐

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
我的决定是对的

PS: 不要想太多；我只是很喜欢这首歌！有谁不想快乐？对吗？ 哈哈
可是每当唱 K 时，都没法飙到对的音调。呵呵。

Time

I think time is the best search engine.

Study day.

Jiemei study day.
Finally found out my cam got new functions today. I feel so noob.

Haha.

Mamma Mia is fun.
Must get the sound track.

I lost the bracelet my mum got me for my 21st birthday. Sad.

On the side note, I seem to have lost something else as well.

Resolution

I need to re-align myself before i go off course.

I'll probably have many things to do and to settle.

1. Studies... I have kind of forsakened it for a bit. I cannot carry on like this.
2. Chinese/Mandarin
3. Work
4. Life

And something that cannot be ranked,
Happiness

Needs
1. Probably need a new lappy.
2. Fitting blazer?

You know, it sucks to buy an ipod and a new one is released like 1 month after that? Haha.

Inefficiency of the public transport system?

I think it is damn stupid for the train at the middle platform at Jurong East MRT station to wait for 5 mins to allow itself to fill up (It has like 10 commuters per carriage at that point in time.) then close its door and moves off, just as the train heading towards boon lay opens its doors.
Yes, granted they cannot allow the wait time to be too long and delay the red line's timing. But perhaps better coordination can be implemented.

Bleed and split.

A day filled with splitting and bleeding. Haha.
Head splitting and nose bleeding.

It was quite shocking to see the basin splattered with my blood while I was washing my face.

我得跨出第一步，才能好好地拥抱美好的未来。
可是要跨出那一步，需要很大的勇气和毅力。
不想那么多了，想在头好痛，又流鼻血，先休息一会。

Know?

No I don't.
Frankly speaking, I don't know what I am doing.

我真的不知道我到底在做什么。

Cyclohunt.

Pls kids, next time when got a cycle related race. Count me out.

My old knees cant take it. Haha.

A leisure night cycling would be enticing though. =P

Tyranny.

Some of you might have already known.

I have been accepted by NOC for the Jan intake. It all boils down to getting the placement in one of the companies.

A chance of a lifetime many say, especially since I was given a chance to revive from the dead.

It is a happy problem I have, but looking at it objectively, and by my 歪理。I have made the right choice.

Thanks for the Jupiter, Tyrant. Really really touched. =))

It's Care-ne-leh =))

Life Philosophy

My Philosophy in life is simple,

Don't regret your choices and be happy.

Rejected by NOC, but I got an interview with the Head of NOC tomorrow evening.

Wish me luck!

Fire

Fire can be a source of life, but it can be a source of destruction and devastation.

My neighbour's house caught fire today, the whole unit was charred. I just stay 1 level above, although not directly above. But my house was still quite affected by the smell and ashes.

It is quite sad to see such things happen.

However, it did brought back some nice memories of the days when I was still at JRTC as an intern. It totally reminded me of the time I followed Winnie and Minhat to the scene of fire. It is largely similar just that this time round, I am part of the affected resident.

I miss them. Miss lunching with them, slacking around, inspections. =/

Should visit them soon. =)

Wake up call.

This is seriously my most horrific semester.

Need to buck up a lot.
I feel damn inferior in a lot of things.

Some things just hit me right smack in the face.
Ouch.

Aim high aim high. =)

Grats for doing so well. =)

emo nemo finding nemo seeking memo wanting momo

When you are down and out.

It sucks to listen to mp3s on the comp, especially when they are all love songs.

Matters

It matters
He matters
She matters

Everything matters.


人是犯贱的。
这句话说得一点也没错。
我也是犯贱的。
因为我会特意去做让我很伤心的事。
为何要到如此的下场？
为何要自己用刀来割下自己的肉？

向前走吧。。。 =)

曹格 - Superwoman

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我 不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你 爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡 的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨 对我微笑着的你
还能够 做些什么代替我的歉意
总是望着我 小心翼翼 顺着我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然 让你精疲力尽

You were my superwoman
安静的在身边 无条件给我 梦寐以求的温柔
But I am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh—Babe---

You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠着彼此 只求夜长一点
有多久没有好好看你 只是认定了我
无论在什么时候回头 都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有 想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最后一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待 不要真的弃权

You were my superwoman
安静的在身边 无条件给我 梦寐以求的温柔
But I am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh—Babe---


是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖
心里唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成 灰烬

You were my superwoman
安静的在身边 无条件给我 梦寐以求的温柔
But I am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh—Babe---

If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
Stop right where you are everybody sing along with me.

如果我能够让时间倒转，我会重新做很多事。
可是，要让时间倒转，是不可能的。

如果可以选的话，我宁愿自己痛。
很想自己捅自己一刀。

I shouldn't blog my thoughts out.
Seriously. Ha

You should know why. =)

Swimming

He says I'm weird. I don't think weird is a good word to describe.
But I know what he is driving at.

Actually, I'm very pissed off with myself. I really hate to in this situation.

But what must I do?

Maybe I should just void myself up and swim.

AGM is over. At least one thing off the list.
=)

Tired. Sleeping. Good night world.

Hope to see you soon world.

Pow

Dug out an old photo...
What JCC does to you. Haha

Can one to bleed to death and let all those around not bleed at all?