Wednesday, July 26, 2006

school... BOO

School's starting... im not that all so freaking excited about that actually... Haven really been using my brains academically recently, in fact it should be in the recent couple of years... WHen i sat for my QET, it just didnt felt right... planning process of essay was slightly incoherent, slightly haywire. Cant think in an organised manner.. Its just a simple 500 word essay and it was a rather tough battle... Furthermore, i write until hand pain.

Its not fun, nor funny anymore... I am scared... Afraid that, after that fall, the scar will just deepen and finally cutting my heart, leaving a mortal wound where i slowly bleed to death...