I stole this from somewhere with a wee bit of change:
It's scary, how one event can affect me so much. As much as I want have a hardened armour against outside dangers, there's still chinks in that armour that threatens to crack the entire contraption apart. I know I shouldn't be so affected but I really can't help it. The hardest person to convince is yourself, but once you are convinced, almost nothing can convince you otherwise.
(Hope i didnt commit any copyright infringement. But sources not to be named.)
Sad but true, i am a victim of my own lack of confidence.
I need to stand up strong and lead myself out of this circle of self doubt.