Really dont know what to say.

Jack asked about it. He said it seemed pretty serious.

I don't know about that. But he understands what I meant.

But I thought I understood how I felt. But now, it is starting to elude me. I don't even know what is real. I said something +ve to him that day, but now I'm not sure how +ve those +ve things are actually. Or whether it is +ve in the first place.

Apparently there is no difference whether I exist or not.

Sometimes I really wonder why I even bother saying anything.
Because nothing gets registered.

It has reached a point I'm no longer disappointed.

I'm disgusted.

Anyway, Jack has left for the States for his Work and Play in US Prog. Thanks for the concern buddy.

I hope you'll take good care of yourself and come back safely. I'm sure the gang won't mind loads of presents. Haha. Enjoy yourself and I hope you'll gain something worthwhile from this trip! =)

Seeya in 3 months!

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13 May 08, 00:19
na: I ALSO DUN MIND THE PRESENTS! =p*