To Lead.
To Excel.
To Overcome.
Something that has been drilled deeply inside me.
Regardless of what I've lost, I know I cannot regain lost land.
I'll have to lead my way out of this wilderness.
Excel in my studies, and hopefully through this excellence path a wonderful route to retirement.
I know I can overcome this.
When theres a will theres a way.
When theres no way, bash your way out.
Although it seems weird to pep talk myself, I know with all the people behind me, I can even move Everest.