Craziness no more?

I quoted this from Edgar's blog:
"I guess a 21st birthday is a point of inflexion where the lines are redrawn and I'd better be ready to gear towards that day. I need to be more responsible and be more careful. Days of recklessness no more!"

After reading his blog, it sets me thinking...

Having done stupid and crazy things and also being reckless in certain aspects over the past 20 years of my life.. Is it time yet for me to shake off those crazy and mad past and embark on a brand new journey where i am able to think clearly and act decisively and yet do the right thing all the time.

Where was that confidence that had once lived inside me, where has it gone now?
I cant even speak up properly in class now...

I am scared. Really, i mean scared...
Guess things hit me alot harder than i expected it to be.

First MAJOR decision that i will be making and a risk that i think is worth taking is the application to a transfer of course to FASS majoring in Economics from my Current Mech Eng when the transfer window opens...