School's starting... im not that all so freaking excited about that actually... Haven really been using my brains academically recently, in fact it should be in the recent couple of years... WHen i sat for my QET, it just didnt felt right... planning process of essay was slightly incoherent, slightly haywire. Cant think in an organised manner.. Its just a simple 500 word essay and it was a rather tough battle... Furthermore, i write until hand pain.
Its not fun, nor funny anymore... I am scared... Afraid that, after that fall, the scar will just deepen and finally cutting my heart, leaving a mortal wound where i slowly bleed to death...